live neutral earth

when a female is said to be old enough for marriage people might mistaken you for a 'mrs.' and you say "no.. miss.." then people will go "owh"..and when that part came in ..you will feel inferior and you will be lost at word and when you still gathering your thought another killer phrase will come "why are you not married? " there you have it enough. and really that very same questions leaves me to think for an answer and my best answer is "I DON'T KNOW" like really i don't know and that doesn't satisfied the one who ask and they will keep on asking assuming things and so on and the best i can give for all the questions is just a smile a big one. REALLY?!? PLEASE COME ON PEOPLE there are people female like me in this world that have a different agendas written in my life which futures i don't know what will happen to me. and i dont plan things and if i do it is up to Allah to grant my plan to succeed or to fail. so to the singles dont feel so bad you are not alone.

there are positive quotes moving around social medias... "jika tiada rezeki jodoh, mungkin diberikan rezeki umur ibu bapa yang panjang. maka kita lebih bahagia dapat berbakti sepenuhnya pada orang tua" like maybe it is the reason we are given more time with our parents and how lucky we are to be able to be with our parents much longer to love and to care for them.. i think this is my wish granted from long ago just to be with my parents.. crying in my sleep feeling homesick when i was in boarding school long away from home years ago.

and being single means that when our sisters or brothers or parents or friends need us they can freely talk to us without feeling uneasy or awkward because we don't have husband or children to pass on the worries.. those worries end with us and listening to them is enough to make them feel less burden with whatever might be troubling our family.. we make a complete and safe circuit in family bonding.. when faults occur the earth will channel the overheat to the fuse and breaks the circuit for safety.. am i making any sense here? well anyway hopefully or what ever.. just a thought as i am now and my sister too is trying to handle something big going on.. pray that everything is going to be ok.